I am not sure I can recover from the last 2 weeks. I don't want to write about it or think about it. I went from blogging about MH failures in treatment to living it. I have no desire to be a voice, to give anything else.
While the views have been high, rarely a comment here or to me on twitter. So this doesn't really offer me much support. A few have but not many.
Really tired of no feedback on tough days
Those days are real. The "Rah-Rag" "I'm cured" people are not. They will crash either externally or internally.
The fact that both BPD groups in my area require either daily payment or both require all services through them. Yeah that's a big help, greedy ass bastards and shows no real interest in what's best for the patient. Thanks for actually creating yet another barrier for treatment
For those that think I "just feel sorry for myself" well good for you! Just hope you never need to support someone with depression. Just ask them whats wrong and they will leave you alone
Take care all.